to a Hooters block party and bikini contest. I realize that it is social event and I do not know how to be social or just go up to people and talk to them. Granted I can tell them what i want to order but that is it. why do I even go? What is even worse is my age. I am about to be 40 freakin years old.
it is not just that block party it is everwhere i go. I have no social skills no communication skills.