Post by Audio the obscure on Apr 18, 2017 14:59:00 GMT -5
I'll just start this off with this visual here which reflects how I feel about public speaking, giving an opinion in front of others, or just even a "small" thing<(to non shybees) such as entering a room that already has people conversing in it:
There once was a girl who was very friendly, saying Hi to everyone she met. But as the years went by she either was rejected or made a lot of enemies. Consequently she became more and more reclusive to protect both herself and those she would no longer come into contact with: protecting herself from rejection and the others from her.
Doesn't mean i'm that laidback when i have to talk in front of many people. I normally be terrified of having to think i need to do such a thing. My brother would be getting married soon. And i'm terrified of the prospect of being the best man and having to say something in public to the guests and all. Dread.
Doing and saying the wrong things most of the time 24/7. Being me means having to endure people not liking me.