I used to be active here for a little while about ten years ago I think. Met some nice people and then kinda moved on. I don't know how active I will be here or how much help I can be. I learned some things about myself and others and don't really beat myself up so much for being a loner. People are just jerks and I was pretty much shunned and looked down on most of my life which led to me becoming more and more reserved. I played different scenarios in my head and always come back that things would just play out the same way and not to beat myself up over how my life turned out.
Anyways I live in the United States in Texas. I am 43 and never been married and no kids. Never been in a relationship. Not my choice but it is what it is. I just want to be around people that are more like me. I have been piecing some of my puzzle back together that happened to me while growing up so I can feel better about myself. I can't stand manipulative controlling people aka bullies rather I am the target or someone else is which I tend to stay away from most Message Boards. I just like a nice quite place to talk and get to know people.