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Post by outgoingbutshy on Feb 28, 2010 2:56:16 GMT -5
AWWW --Blimey , Strawberry I just saw this tonite!!! Man oh man, I'm sorry I didn't check to see this before I deleted my account in December. My profound apologies. Thank you THANK YOU , Strawberry for your kind words to me and the big hug--words can not express how grateful I feel to you and to others on here who may feel the same way. I DO appreciate it, Strawberry - If Im not sounding too lame; and I don't want to turn you off by being so gushy, it's just I am so lonely; and su just means so much to me, the people on it, I have grown to think the world of (that just means in my geographical location that I am very fond of people on here!) everybody in general on here! Again, thank you for what u said and for the big hug!!! A big sort of belated hug back to you, Strawberry (((((BIG HUG))))!!! ~Audio
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dinag
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Post by dinag on Mar 1, 2010 16:20:45 GMT -5
Well for a while I was worried about death(just had a bit of an sudden realization of what my belief towards God actually was). Now I have come to accept it, and I am just trying to live life to the fullest. I'm also very worried about what I am going to do after graduation. I mean I'm sure I will be qualified but living on your own is scary stuff, and paying for all of my expenses...daunting but I'm sure I will make it.
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Post by Rose on Mar 7, 2010 14:06:07 GMT -5
About trying to quit worrying.
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Mar 10, 2010 5:31:00 GMT -5
...about the future. Everything about my future! ...about the fact that I spend way too much time thinking and never take (or hardly ever take) any sort of real action. My avoidance. I've spent so much time analyzing my problems, I now realize I know them well enough. There's no where else to go with that; it's all covered and there's really nothing left to analyze. And it really hasn't gotten me anywhere anyway. It's to the point of (and has been for some time now really)...well, what am I going to do about them now? When am I going to start taking action towards making progress? When am I going to start taking some actual risks in order to even attempt to better myself? I know I can't let myself continue to drown in the past and hide away if I want any sort of improvement, yet I still seem to be trying to hang onto what's familiar, as crappy as it is. I'm afraid of trying to move forward. ...just being afraid that my fears greatly overpower any desire I have to change (and may always remain so) ...that my time to hide away and avoid things is dwindling anyway, and I won't be able to cope when finally forced to face reality. Basically feeling like I won't be prepared and won't be successful as a result. ...that my uncertainty in general is going to forever be a problem in making decisions about anything. ...also about how isolated I am. How non-social I am. It's so very unhealthy. And if I continue on avoiding people like I do, avoiding even trying to form connections or to converse, I'll never get any better and will always be alone. Along with this, I'm afraid my communication skills will always suck. But again, when in the hell am I ever going to do anything about it? I realize I've probably said this stuff in so many ways already like 20x over. And I know that complaining about this crap gets me nowhere. I am incredibly embarrassed that I realize all this stuff about myself, and yet still seem to be unable to get myself to do anything about any of it. I feel yucky.
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Post by Rose on Mar 15, 2010 9:18:36 GMT -5
I'm worried these vitamins the doc gave me a few weeks ago aren't working, and my body will keep acting weird.
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Post by urbanspaceman on Mar 15, 2010 11:24:41 GMT -5
..that I'm never going to feel right again. My brain just feels broken
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Post by mousemarie on Apr 2, 2010 9:26:20 GMT -5
I worry about anything a doctor might tell me could kill me (like cancer etc..) For this reason I absolutely dread any kind of medical tests!!
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Apr 22, 2010 3:56:38 GMT -5
...about the future, again, thinking about how I'm going to have to pay these stupid student loans off eventually. I really don't want to be in debt for the rest of my life, and am starting to consider something I never thought I'd consider....but I really hate the thought of this option, it sickens and depresses me greatly.
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Post by Sigh on Apr 22, 2010 9:57:37 GMT -5
I dunno how student loans work over in America but over here, chances are no one actually ever does pay it off so I'd try not too worry too much about it
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Post by crasscrab on May 1, 2010 22:30:03 GMT -5
I'm worried about my future. I wonder if I'll do anything with my life? I feel like I have to,but I don't want to. Maybe if I stay locked up in the basement, it won't matter if I'm a 38 years old troglodyte womanbaby later.
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Post by oopqoo on May 11, 2010 7:31:40 GMT -5
I'm worried I'll get worried. Having a panic attack in front of 50 kids is NOT fun. Also my rats are quite sick, the vet isn't very positive (he's some insensitive jerk...) and said that their lungs will be left scarred so they'll probably get it again. The black one is overweight and has a skin condition & mites, the white one is underweight and very sick. My first rats have had so many problems, and it's put things in to perspective that rats are proned to so many things. And I heard a lot of rats get cancer, and I'm scared they'll get it. They're my only good source of reliable company. Yeah, I'm paranoid. :/ EDIT: Also, I've been told by my maths tutor I'm ready to move up a group and do my GCSE's a year or two earlier than the kids in the group I'm in now. Only problem is that the only girl who has helped me (she's really friendly, the only reason I'm friends with her is she comes up and has a chat. She makes me feel normal...) is not going to move up. And I'm seriously worried she'll get annoyed or she'll find other friends, which she seems to have done already. I don't blame her, I wouldn't want to be friends with myself. :/
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Jun 4, 2010 0:15:25 GMT -5
...that I'll be stuck here forever.
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Post by Rose on Sept 19, 2010 14:45:06 GMT -5
That the obnoxious neighbors will never stop gathering at the house next door and making noise and cursing loudly every day forever until I move out. 8 Cars are there right now. EIGHT!!! Where are they all coming from??
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Post by raspberrysea on Sept 20, 2010 4:25:30 GMT -5
That my family might loose the house we've been living in for more than 20 years.
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gals
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Post by gals on Dec 17, 2010 3:02:20 GMT -5
about my diminishing funds especially this Christmas. I wish some of my god children won't pester me with Christmas gifts! Arrrggh!
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