Post by disturbed on Aug 26, 2012 16:25:39 GMT -5
Hi everyone, i joined this site in 2006, i posted quite a lot to begin with, then didn't use computers much for a few years, every computer i've had has been fucking stolen, this is my new one that isn't getting knicked, an i've moved from the horrible area i was in. Ive been traveling about the country a bit and nothing has gone seriously wrong for the 6 months i've been gone. It seems to good to be true, i'm used to things fucking up all the time.
Before writing this i looked through what i'd posted years ago, and actually found some of it funny, some of it has definatly changed, i'm a lot more happier now, which sort of worrys me, i think, how come i'm so happy now? Is there a catch to this? Is something going to go horribly wrong? (Hope not)
I still suffer from anxiety, social phobia, extreme shyness around women my own age, which is still a bastard, but a least it doesn't upset me as much as it used to, i realy thought my life was over before, i still get jealous and pissed off but nowhere near as bad as i used to, and i'm not deppressed now, i ocaisionally but very rarely get on a bit of a downer, but not those horrible wanting to be dead feelings anymore, they are long gone,
Anyway im realy happy about bieng back on here, i loved it before, this site was a realy good friend of mine, and i hope to get communicating with people on here again
Before writing this i looked through what i'd posted years ago, and actually found some of it funny, some of it has definatly changed, i'm a lot more happier now, which sort of worrys me, i think, how come i'm so happy now? Is there a catch to this? Is something going to go horribly wrong? (Hope not)
I still suffer from anxiety, social phobia, extreme shyness around women my own age, which is still a bastard, but a least it doesn't upset me as much as it used to, i realy thought my life was over before, i still get jealous and pissed off but nowhere near as bad as i used to, and i'm not deppressed now, i ocaisionally but very rarely get on a bit of a downer, but not those horrible wanting to be dead feelings anymore, they are long gone,
Anyway im realy happy about bieng back on here, i loved it before, this site was a realy good friend of mine, and i hope to get communicating with people on here again
