I'm new here

[mere phantom]

i'm glad I found this site

i've been wanting to find others who struggle like myself, I read some of the posts here and tears came to my eyes

i'm shy, and due to the constant things I've been called because of it:

"crazy, loner, loser, stupid, retard, fag, wierdo, recluse" and so on, all those things people said about me ended up making me Paranoid, it started slowly due to rumors and things people would say but now I'm paranoid to the bone

i'm also depressed and suicidal so that doesnt make things any easier

but at long last a website with people who may understand

[Oakley]

Sounds like you have been dealing with some losers yourself who are not worthy of yours or our time to respond. People in general are observant and accept people who are shy.
Stay around on these boards and most of us will respond by either giving you the comfort of ourselves relating our own experiences or coming up with possible solutions.
Shy people tend to feel all kinds of emotions and these have included depression and thoughts of doing ourselves done. There will be comfort in knowing that we all are here to help, so stay around and talk to us.

[glenn miller]

i understand how u are and feel. people did not call me names. but in school boys always wanted to beat me up. but i usually beat them up. i am pretty shy.

[Twice-Shy]

Welcome to SHY United!

[moogle]

Guest-glenn said:

but in school boys always wanted to beat me up. but i usually beat them up.

hehe.. way to go!

erm.. I do not condone the use of violence in any way ;D

Welcome, mere phantom. It's always nice to have some fresh meat around here. *looks at avatar* or zombie flesh..
I'm glad that you've found some people to relate to. Ignorant people will call you names because they don't understand what you're going through. We should pity them.. though, they make that difficult..