Yeah, it is awful that a person you've been in love with marries.
You spoke of a dose reailty and in this case I want to inject a bit
Yes, it's a opportunity lost, but one should not see that as the end of the world. People who loose their wife or husband don't mourn for the rest of their lifes. They go on living and learn to cope with it and in some cases remarry. With other words: if they remarry, it must mean that they have fallen in love for the second time, meaning that their first love wasn't the only one they could love ever.
You can not say that there never will be another girl, because at 17 you have in most cases still a long life ahead. Brooding over a present mistake or negativity and thinking that this was probably the last and only chance will not help to move on either. I even had to learn to stop myself from thinking ahead of me, because I was calculating all that could go wrong and would start to feel down and think it's pointless, etc.
I’ve often made the point in alt.support.shyness that life is about
making choices - choosing from your most realistic options,
as they are available to you. Making those choices involves the performance
of a cost/benefit analysis to some extent, with an element of risk assessment
(woe be to those who act without being fully aware as to the potential
consequences involved - those are the ones who flirt with peril
- deadly or debilitating accidents, loss of financial assets, AIDS, etc.).
As each of us place different valuations upon different benefits and
consequences, each of us will reach different conclusions as to what
is “the most viable option” as we have deemed it to be.
That’s the quandary involved with making the decision to commit to
someone in an intimate LTR - can you accept the flaws of the potential
Significant Other (SO) in order to benefit from the virtues that the
potential SO would bring to the relationship? Can the potential SO
tolerate your OWN flaws, as best as you can determine?
You may think me to be a bit cynical when I state this,
but there IS a certain element of selfishness in love.
More significantly, what are the chances that you can find someone
who is better suited to you than the one who is before you now?
What are the chances that you will NEVER find someone who can
function in a LTR with yourself (and the chances that you will
live your life alone)?
A LOT of the decision-making process would depend on how well
you can tolerate loneliness - if you are a high-level introvert
(such as myself), and you don’t have a problem with living alone
(and dying alone), then you can afford to set some fairly high
standards WRT selecting a SO.
Of course, but you also have to keep in mind that there WILL be times
when one or the other will BE moody and broody - life isn’t always joy
and happiness - so some of the aforementioned decision-making process
would involve the determination of the potential SO’s level of tolerance,
as they are able to deal with those “blue moods” as they occur.
Can your SO candidate pick you up when you are down?
... or will s/he go down with you, and make the situation worse?
How well can they handle adversity?
It’s an important question that should be answered
before any commitment is made.
That’s something I forgot to mention higher up - priorities. Having goals
are all well and good, but there must be a prioritization as to which goals
are more important than others - which goals yield the greatest net benefits,
as you evaluate them to be.
For me, gaining employment doing something that I don’t hate doing
has a greater priority than getting a SO.
Have you EVER had a partner? ... a SO?
Would you care to reveal your age? ... and what part of the world you
live in (rural, urban, or sub-urban)? ... line of employment?
Do you still live with your parents?
I see that you didn’t fill out your profile.
If you don’t want to make these answers public, can you message them to me?
solitarysoul[at]ev1[dot]net
A lot about us originates within our own respective pasts
and life-circumstances.
What sorts of technical problems?
What kind of a car? ( ... is this a “status thing?”)
Do YOU have a car?
Yeah - clone a female version of myself!
Someone once told me that “opposites attract”
- and my response was: “nonsense.”
Well, they MIGHT attract, but whether or not they could
have a viable LTR would be a matter of debate.
An integral part of love is UNDERSTANDING - the better two people
can understand each other, and the better they can relate to each other,
then the greater the likelihood that they can engage in successful
conflict resolution when those conflicts arise. The more that two
people have interests in common, the fewer the conflicts OF interests.
When the person in question is someone who is greatly different
from “the norm,” who is not one to care much for conventionality,
and has rather narrow interests, the probability of that person
ever finding a compatible SO and having a LTR is very low indeed
- and, in my case, so small as to be an unrealistic expectation.
I posted to alt.support.shyness about a year ago on this matter:
[Dream Girl] (March 2, 2003)
tinyurl.com/33dd4[Dream Girl] (March 5, 2003)
tinyurl.com/yuagn
tinyurl.com/couaMy profile is for someone who probably exists somewhere in the world,
but it’s very unlikely that we will ever meet.
Solitary Soul
all about me ->
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