Post by BobbyL262 on Jun 6, 2004 16:22:10 GMT -5
hey, whats up - my names Bobby as you might have guessed.. ive actually been searching the net for a place like this and think i might actually be able to fit in around here.
Im 19 - turning 20 in August, and have been lurking around here and i feel the same things as some of the other posts, I kinda feel odd posting this, because it is kind of redundant.
So yea, Did the high school thing, no girlfriends but 6 or 7 rejections durning that time, in college now and actually havent ask someone out since High School - don't get me wrong i am attracted to girls and what not just I try to avoid making contact or getting to the point that i want to ask them out at all costs. I can't seem to do it, i dont know what to say, do, im a mess.
Im not exactly the hot guy next door, but im not on uglypeople.com either, and im by far not the skinnest guy, rounding out at a 33 wasite. (which i was told to my face when I was at a 38 how ugly and un-attractive it was.. nice huh?) so i dont exactly have girls "checking me out" or flocking to me.
Due to my rejections, and some - if not all of the comments that were thrown my way in highschool im admitting right now, im completly afraid to possibly get close to someone or get to the point where i want to ask someone out, because I will chicken out and not do it. I hate that about myself.
I don't know what to do anymore, i really want a girlfriend - someone to like me for who i am, but also someone who wont mind that i have no experience what do ever with anything. This 1 girl i was talking too once she found that out and that i was rejected in the past she totally left me and the conversation.. with "well if they didnt want you, there must be something wrong with you then.. i gotta go"
So yea, here's to me being 19/20 no experience, lonly and I think, no hope.
Im 19 - turning 20 in August, and have been lurking around here and i feel the same things as some of the other posts, I kinda feel odd posting this, because it is kind of redundant.
So yea, Did the high school thing, no girlfriends but 6 or 7 rejections durning that time, in college now and actually havent ask someone out since High School - don't get me wrong i am attracted to girls and what not just I try to avoid making contact or getting to the point that i want to ask them out at all costs. I can't seem to do it, i dont know what to say, do, im a mess.
Im not exactly the hot guy next door, but im not on uglypeople.com either, and im by far not the skinnest guy, rounding out at a 33 wasite. (which i was told to my face when I was at a 38 how ugly and un-attractive it was.. nice huh?) so i dont exactly have girls "checking me out" or flocking to me.
Due to my rejections, and some - if not all of the comments that were thrown my way in highschool im admitting right now, im completly afraid to possibly get close to someone or get to the point where i want to ask someone out, because I will chicken out and not do it. I hate that about myself.
I don't know what to do anymore, i really want a girlfriend - someone to like me for who i am, but also someone who wont mind that i have no experience what do ever with anything. This 1 girl i was talking too once she found that out and that i was rejected in the past she totally left me and the conversation.. with "well if they didnt want you, there must be something wrong with you then.. i gotta go"
So yea, here's to me being 19/20 no experience, lonly and I think, no hope.