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Dec 7, 2004 22:51:43 GMT -5
Post by lsdima4 on Dec 7, 2004 22:51:43 GMT -5
I made alot of progress lately and looking back made a conclusion. I had to give up part of my personality in order to feel better but I don't regret it a single bit. Sometimes I have moments where I think to myself I am supposed to feel bad right now, but I don't. It almost feels like something is missing. But all I have to do is fill up this void with usefull activity, or I can just meditate/pray/relax/reflect...etc These things actually made sense to me, only after I gave up on wallowing in misery and feeling sorry for myself as being part of who I am.
I still have alot of work to do to catch up on all the skills that I never aquired but now I know that I will succeed and failure will not be a deterrence anymore.
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Dec 8, 2004 11:25:51 GMT -5
Post by Medici on Dec 8, 2004 11:25:51 GMT -5
That was true for me too. I had to give up feeling like some kind of victim. I never totally gave it up, a little is left, but I don't want to be like I was ever again.
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Dec 8, 2004 15:08:51 GMT -5
Post by Zvezda on Dec 8, 2004 15:08:51 GMT -5
Good on ya mate, good to hear that you won't give up *thumbs up* Same here, same here! Once I stopped doing that, I could finally start living and I'm sorta living it up right now ;D
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