Post by BornIn1142 on Dec 16, 2004 13:27:53 GMT -5
Well then... Hello... I'll get to the introduction-part.
Now, I'm not a man of many words... But I'm gonna give it a try.
You can call me BornIn1142. My real name would look silly by global standards, so I'm not gonna flaunt it around. Now, before you do the right thing and say "not true!" or any nice-y equivalent thereof, I'll just say that it looks silly to me. At least in English text. If you really need to, though, you can call me Alex. It derives from a little in-joke, which you would understand little of, and care even less.
I live in a country in north-eastern Europe, which - depening on where you live - may or may not have heard of.
I'm fourteen, and, at some point, friends on the internet (I don't have full-time friends in real life... Due to a variety of reasons, one of them being... shyness... ) said that I was mature. That was long ago, when I was 12, or so. By now things are different.
Now... The thing about me is, in the Internet, I'm a wholly different person. I'm sarcastic, terribly easy to anger by idiots, insulting towards some people and I hate trolls with a passion.
But I'm still rather SHY and I guess that's the point...
Not to say that my real-life persona is not slightly... varied.
Oh, it's stupidly varied.
At one point, I'm a nice guy, joke around, do stupid jokes and grin around when the situation doesn't allow it. I'm LESS shy, but I seem to be able to do things a lot more easily. Like when accidentally walking into a class at school half an hour too late, then (near-)kicking the door open and saying "I'M NOT LATE, am I?!" aloud.
That usually kicks in during a few classes where hilarious occurances are more likely to occur AND at places I'm alone. Besides a few classes at school, never at public places.
But then again, most of he time I'm an angry, depressed, sarcastic, quiet, MORE shy. That usually takes place in most public places, especially during most of scool, nearly never at home.
I tend to barge in with stupid, angering comments, make sarcastic remarks whenever the possibility comes and other "mean" stuff.
I mean... Just the other day, I said in English-class (English being a foreign language I really excel at...) "This is pathetically easy..." when completing some really easy excercise. I mean... What's up with that?
So in essence, my mood varies greatly, with both possibilities being incredibly stupid and annoying. They are so entrenched in each other that I can't keep their individual qualities even apart.
Most importantly... I can't find the goddamn balance...
That would be all. For now...
Now, I'm not a man of many words... But I'm gonna give it a try.
You can call me BornIn1142. My real name would look silly by global standards, so I'm not gonna flaunt it around. Now, before you do the right thing and say "not true!" or any nice-y equivalent thereof, I'll just say that it looks silly to me. At least in English text. If you really need to, though, you can call me Alex. It derives from a little in-joke, which you would understand little of, and care even less.
I live in a country in north-eastern Europe, which - depening on where you live - may or may not have heard of.
I'm fourteen, and, at some point, friends on the internet (I don't have full-time friends in real life... Due to a variety of reasons, one of them being... shyness... ) said that I was mature. That was long ago, when I was 12, or so. By now things are different.
Now... The thing about me is, in the Internet, I'm a wholly different person. I'm sarcastic, terribly easy to anger by idiots, insulting towards some people and I hate trolls with a passion.
But I'm still rather SHY and I guess that's the point...
Not to say that my real-life persona is not slightly... varied.
Oh, it's stupidly varied.
At one point, I'm a nice guy, joke around, do stupid jokes and grin around when the situation doesn't allow it. I'm LESS shy, but I seem to be able to do things a lot more easily. Like when accidentally walking into a class at school half an hour too late, then (near-)kicking the door open and saying "I'M NOT LATE, am I?!" aloud.
That usually kicks in during a few classes where hilarious occurances are more likely to occur AND at places I'm alone. Besides a few classes at school, never at public places.
But then again, most of he time I'm an angry, depressed, sarcastic, quiet, MORE shy. That usually takes place in most public places, especially during most of scool, nearly never at home.
I tend to barge in with stupid, angering comments, make sarcastic remarks whenever the possibility comes and other "mean" stuff.
I mean... Just the other day, I said in English-class (English being a foreign language I really excel at...) "This is pathetically easy..." when completing some really easy excercise. I mean... What's up with that?
So in essence, my mood varies greatly, with both possibilities being incredibly stupid and annoying. They are so entrenched in each other that I can't keep their individual qualities even apart.
Most importantly... I can't find the goddamn balance...
That would be all. For now...