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Post by zaab on Feb 6, 2005 2:35:49 GMT -5
Oh well, I wasn't going out or anything tonight So by fifth grade I was craving normalcy. I'd give my eye teeth just to be able to make fart noises with my armpit. I had a crush on the cool kids and wanted so badly to run full sprint towards the elusive acceptance I lacked all these years. If you have been paying attention, you know what happens next (hint: green bubbles, drowning). Sixth grade I was easy prey. I was very much a wandering soul not knowing where the fuck I belonged. My identity was thoroughly screwed with and I didn't know where to go. I was awkward and shrinking and had no sense of how people saw me or how I should see myself, only that I wanted out immediately. I promptly developed an insatiable crush for the most unobtainable girl in the school that persisted for five years. I never spoke a word to her, she instead represented a visible beacon, an easy way out of my misery, a stubborn refusal to accept my lot, a pathetic lunge from omegahood to alphaness that fell way short. I left myself open for a beating, and a beating I got. I was taunted before class by former "friends" who would corner me and berate me trying to test the limits of my sanity. They would ask me again and again, daily, repeat over and over asking me if I was gay. They would throw spitballs in my nest of hair. They would flick my ears and slap the back of my head. I ate lunch alone and in shame. I was put back with the lowest quarter of my class, having to prove myself once again.
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Post by meow on Feb 10, 2005 7:39:14 GMT -5
They would ask me again and again, daily, repeat over and over asking me if I was gay. They would throw spitballs in my nest of hair. They would flick my ears and slap the back of my head. I ate lunch alone and in shame. this is what i hate about schools. i cannot believe the sh*t that goes on in those places.
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Post by zaab on Feb 12, 2005 0:45:22 GMT -5
this is what i hate about schools. i cannot believe the sh*t that goes on in those places. Well, yeah, I got quite an education.
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