Post by cfitz387 on Jul 26, 2007 9:47:19 GMT -5
Hi, I'm new here. I'm just trying to make sense of myself..and..work on things..and get some silly stuff that's bothering me off my chest.
So, yesterday I went out and bought a CD at a local music store. The cashier guy was really cool and told me that the DVD that came along with it was really good, and so was the CD. Which I kinda knew... because I'm a big fan of this band. I was surprised that he liked them, I've only met one other person who liked them so he sorta caught me off guard.. I should have talked to him about this other DVD that they had made. I didn't. I said something like "Yeah, they're funny." and then he preceded to tell me about an in-store at a another store he used to work at, that it would be free, and I should check it out. I replied, "Oh yeah, maybe." Awkward silence as he passes me my purchase and then I go "Well, thanks. Bye." and I drove home cursing myself. I just couldn't think of anything to say at that time. It didn't help that there were two people milling around his register.. They sorta made me more nervous. I could have had a real conversation about this band though..and I blew it. And I knew it as we were talking.. I need to elaborate on things more.
I've been sorta practicing with this new guy at my work. I just met him a few weeks ago. And we were going to be working with each other a lot.. So I made a conscious effort to be a little more talkative with him. And he's an outgoing guy and nice too. So it wasn't too hard at first. He just talks all the time about anything. So.. I just tried to pipe in every now and then. If I could think something I could relate to what he said. But I found myself falling into the same simple answers. But, that first day I worked with him.. my boss came back and was joking around about me being so quiet and the new guy being so talkative and the new guy goes "Well, she talks to me." That made me feel good..but weird at the same time. I don't want them thinking I like this guy. XD...especially because his girlfriend works there too.. I'm just trying to be more talkative!
Heh.. this other kid I work with..my boss's son. He came into work last Saturday. And this kid never really talks to me. I think he assumes I don't like to talk because I'm shy. But him and the new guy were talking. And.. this guy offers to buy the kid beer for parties, and all of the sudden he's his best friend. He's invited to his birthday party the next day. Not that I want to go to this kid's party or anything.. but.. I don't know.. I was standing right there when he invited the new guy and his girlfriend. I've been working there for over a year. These people have been working for only a couple months. He could have at least asked him when I wasn't around, right? I guess it was a weird situation...
And what else.. Oh.. I've been trying to ask my dad and step-mom about going to this concert with me. I don't know why I'm so private about the kind of music I like. I'm afraid of people thinking I have bad/weird taste in music or something I guess. I don't know..it's weird. It probably stems back to when I did have a fairly horrid taste in music and my cousin (who's a day older than me..and sorta like an overprotective big brother..) would sorta make fun of me. So, anyway. I'm trying to find the right moment to ask them. I really don't want to go by myself. And the very few friends that I have wouldn't be into it. I know at least my step-mom will appreciate it though, because she has said that she likes the songs that I've showed her..So I don't know. I'm just having trouble finding the right time to bring it up. I really just want to get out and do something like this. No matter who it's with.. I think it'll be fun.. I've never really been to a concert that I really wanted to go to before and I'm really excited about it..I'm sick of sitting home..and that's pretty much all that's on my mind right now..as lame as that is..
So, yesterday I went out and bought a CD at a local music store. The cashier guy was really cool and told me that the DVD that came along with it was really good, and so was the CD. Which I kinda knew... because I'm a big fan of this band. I was surprised that he liked them, I've only met one other person who liked them so he sorta caught me off guard.. I should have talked to him about this other DVD that they had made. I didn't. I said something like "Yeah, they're funny." and then he preceded to tell me about an in-store at a another store he used to work at, that it would be free, and I should check it out. I replied, "Oh yeah, maybe." Awkward silence as he passes me my purchase and then I go "Well, thanks. Bye." and I drove home cursing myself. I just couldn't think of anything to say at that time. It didn't help that there were two people milling around his register.. They sorta made me more nervous. I could have had a real conversation about this band though..and I blew it. And I knew it as we were talking.. I need to elaborate on things more.
I've been sorta practicing with this new guy at my work. I just met him a few weeks ago. And we were going to be working with each other a lot.. So I made a conscious effort to be a little more talkative with him. And he's an outgoing guy and nice too. So it wasn't too hard at first. He just talks all the time about anything. So.. I just tried to pipe in every now and then. If I could think something I could relate to what he said. But I found myself falling into the same simple answers. But, that first day I worked with him.. my boss came back and was joking around about me being so quiet and the new guy being so talkative and the new guy goes "Well, she talks to me." That made me feel good..but weird at the same time. I don't want them thinking I like this guy. XD...especially because his girlfriend works there too.. I'm just trying to be more talkative!
Heh.. this other kid I work with..my boss's son. He came into work last Saturday. And this kid never really talks to me. I think he assumes I don't like to talk because I'm shy. But him and the new guy were talking. And.. this guy offers to buy the kid beer for parties, and all of the sudden he's his best friend. He's invited to his birthday party the next day. Not that I want to go to this kid's party or anything.. but.. I don't know.. I was standing right there when he invited the new guy and his girlfriend. I've been working there for over a year. These people have been working for only a couple months. He could have at least asked him when I wasn't around, right? I guess it was a weird situation...
And what else.. Oh.. I've been trying to ask my dad and step-mom about going to this concert with me. I don't know why I'm so private about the kind of music I like. I'm afraid of people thinking I have bad/weird taste in music or something I guess. I don't know..it's weird. It probably stems back to when I did have a fairly horrid taste in music and my cousin (who's a day older than me..and sorta like an overprotective big brother..) would sorta make fun of me. So, anyway. I'm trying to find the right moment to ask them. I really don't want to go by myself. And the very few friends that I have wouldn't be into it. I know at least my step-mom will appreciate it though, because she has said that she likes the songs that I've showed her..So I don't know. I'm just having trouble finding the right time to bring it up. I really just want to get out and do something like this. No matter who it's with.. I think it'll be fun.. I've never really been to a concert that I really wanted to go to before and I'm really excited about it..I'm sick of sitting home..and that's pretty much all that's on my mind right now..as lame as that is..