Post by Sweet Pea on Jul 3, 2011 11:14:22 GMT -5
I'm feeling really down I've been in such a bad mood about myself I can't seem to find comfort in myself. I feel like a need a break from myself. I've been living in my head way too much analysing myself and I need to stop but I just can't.
Tears swel up just thinking about it but last night I was trying to think of one thing about myself I would never change and I can't there is nothing about me I would hold onto. My whole life currently is about self improvement and i feel like ots wrong a person shouldn't be so faulty that they are substandard in every way but I fell I am. There is no component of my life that I could honestly say yeah i'm on top of that I don't need to worry. I feel like all im ever doing is trying to get better at being a person but I never will i don't even feel like I'm improving. I'm constantly making mistakes just look at my posts they are full of typos, I fuck up the simplest tasks. I think I may actually be dyspraxdic but I'm too scared to go get tested. I can't even say if i'm more scared of it being true or being not true.
hey, girl, take a few deep breaths. it's gonna be alright. you're a nice person and that's worth alot in my book. none of us is perfect. embrace your klutziness. it's part of who you are, and it's okay!
