She's getting loads of comments on her facebook, all sorts of rubbish from other blokes. Seems to be a competition of sorts to get her attention. Me been me, I'm keeping out of it. Keeping very low key, out of the way, like in real life. I don't complete with others for women's attention. I never have. I will do my own little thing in a few days. Probably send her a text saying 'Happy Easter'
On another note, I can't seem to go a day at work without somebody mentioning her. She's been gone for 3 months as well.
This woman is always mentioning her. First question is 'Have you played golf together again ?' - my answer is 'no' - then she says 'your still in touch aren't you ?' - so I answer 'yes'
I actually talked about her a bit. Told this woman about the xmas present I bought her. The makeup experience. Told this woman that I got stressed about it and that this woman had bought me a golf set. She didn't know so my crush had kept it quiet. Maybe she was too embarrassed to mention it ? Maybe she was embarrassed that I liked her ?
Don't know but after nearly 4 months I thought it was safe to mention it. It's probably got passed all around the shop but I don't care. I don't see what I did wrong. A woman told me she was buying me a xmas present so I bought her one. No big deal. This woman was very impressed, thought it was a great present.
I know I will never say this to her but I feel like saying -'look all these blokes who you give a chance to and they blow it. None of them are as nice as me. I'm your best bet, I will make you happy. You won't meet a nicer man than me. Give me a chance !'
Spent alot of today thinking about her. I worked with her for 18 months. For the first six, I hardly talked to her. She was very quiet. Then I got to know her slowly. I miss everything, the times when I asked her how she was, the lovely chats we had, the way she said 'hello David' in the morning. Sigh !
It's nearly 2 months since I saw her. I think about her everyday. She's paying me more attention on facebook than usual. 'Liking' my comments etc. Hopefully this second golf game will come off. I am missing her something rotten !