I pick my nose every day

[missklew]

Ok thanks, I don't think I have written too much.

I didn't post yesterday. I was cleaning and shopping on ebay.

We got new beds yesterday. One for us and one for son.

Hubby wanted to break it in right away.

It was really nice sleeping and I slept very soundly on it for sure.

It is raining out and later we are going to plant our fruit trees.

[missklew]

edited for brevity

[Sweet Pea]

oh my goodness, i got stressed out just reading that. i don't know what to suggest, except maybe he should move in with you? you seem to be the person who cares most about him. sorry for your troubles, and good luck with it.

[missklew]

Thanks for reading my long mess.

Yeah I have been trying to get him here but that pesky immi gration thing and court plus probation thing.

[missklew]

Easter was ok. I made a nice dinner with roast beast and vegebles. It was yummy. I ate way too many sweets but they were so good. Hubby had headache and went to bed. He is better now.

I bought him 2 illegal kinder eggs and he ate them and didn't choke and die or anything.

[missklew]

I just woke up. I'm very very sleepy. I forgot to turn my weekday alarm off so here it is 5.30am ha!

I'm really enjoying the time off. It is so much nicer not working.

Working is not good for you. I don't like it at all.

After my nervous breakdown I had several months off and it was great well except for the being broke part.

brb my tea is calling me

[missklew]

My tea is tasty on a cool morning.

It is bushells extra strong

I won't play farmville all day I wont. that game is so addictive. I can't count all the hours I have wasted on that thing.

Today I might go shopping in the downtown. It is funny the target there is full of smart career clothes and the one near wear I live is like preggo lady, old lady and hillbilly clothes styles.

I spent nearly 2 hours on the phone yesterday. first talking to my mom and then to my son.

[missklew]

I am deaf.
I don't like that most of the time.
Sometimes I do like it like when I am on the train.
My ear rings all the time day and night all the time
Some people go crazy from the ringing
I don't think I have gone crazy.
I got a cool hearing aid a few years ago
My dog ate that one a month ago
$3000 down the drain
I got a new hearing aid last week
It is beautiful and looks like hematitie
It works well and has a remote control
It makes my ear itch and sore if I have to take it out and put it in too many times
It masks the constant ringing

[missklew]

I'm really tired of being ripped off!!! Sick of it!

I get the bill for my new hearing aid and the charge me flipping double for it!

I get my paycheck today and they shorted me a flipping week's pay.

[missklew]

So I am done grumbling for a while.

I forgot what I was going to write about because I was busy trying to figure out why my post to rose didn't show up haha

It was in the wrong thread!

They sent me 3 more days pay but still missing 2 days. I imagine the payroll person will get fired over this.

I didn't share my job. I've always been in IT and I dabbled in management a bit and then back to the technical side.

then back to management

I do hate my job though. I hate any job.

Me and hubby have been talking about buying a motorhome and dropping out of society.

We are going to test this in the spring by renting one and seeing if we even like it at all.

I have been enjoying my vacation and have one week left of it. I thought about going back early because I actually didn't get to go to the US to get my son as planned but hell I deserve a vacation so am taking it.

I am one of those people who don't get paid for time off. There are two categories who normally don't get paid vacations. People who are part time and make very little money and those who are contract and make a whole lot of money. Apparently paid time off is just for permanent employees of the middle class variety.

I have been learning to sing since maybe February. I don't know how to sing. I have never really tried other than singing along to the radio sometimes. I never was in a choir in school or anything like that.

So one day I just called up this music school down the road and signed p for lessons. I guess I am surprised at how well it is going.

I recall trying to record my voice one time for a song years ago and I sounded like a dying animal of some sort. I didn't try any more. I thought why bother.

Now I can actually get through a song on my own sounding less like a dying animal and reasonably in time most of the time and I can even mix and master the thing myself!

I will have to put a recording up sometime.

I have been taking the lessons for maybe 2 months and it is the only thing I haven't quit.

I have started thinking about writing songs too. I haven't actually written any yet, just jotting down a few ideas here and there. People post their lyrics online and it is fun to have my recorder there and think up melodies for the songs.

So that is about my songtress attempts.

[missklew]

dear diary

please take it upon yourself to write yourself

[missklew]

Son was really down today when I talked to him.

I miss him so much.

I managed to call the one kid who has some of his stuff and have arranged to get the stuff.

I was nice as pie to him.

I don't want to tell son I got the stuff until it is actually gotten.

He said he is so tired of being in jail.


I am fighting with the company to get a refund for the 1700. I have made a chargeback on the amount. I'm sick of being ripped off.

[missklew]

I have been so down and discouraged lately.

It is like I don't want to even try because nothing turns out well.

I am really angry about my son's situation and the more I find out about it, the angrier I get. Not only because of the way people have treated him but the money it has cost me. Probably around $30,000 now.

I am supposed to send in some documents in a couple of weeks and they aren't ready yet.

We were having trouble to get people to do this one part and it really was simple but people really don't want to help anyone else out when it means they actually have to inconvenience themselves for 30 minutes.

I should have asked his relatives first off to do this but didn't because of being screwed over so badly, I just didst think it would be worth asking to either be told no or they would say they would do it and not do it.

So yesterday, I asked 2 relatives of his to do this and they both said they would so we will se if they follow through or not.


I am supposed to be learning this new thing for work and I don't even care to do it. I have to force myself to do it.

I hate working so much. I hate every job.

[missklew]

too depressed to write anything

I bought a new car yesterday. whoop

[missklew]

Dear Diary,

Please write yourself today.

Thank you and good day.