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Post by strawberrysweetie on May 30, 2010 1:17:25 GMT -5
TODAY SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Car, you better fucking start up tomorrow. I do not want to be stuck here these next few days!
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Post by pluralzalpha2 on Jun 4, 2010 21:36:06 GMT -5
...and now for my guy rant! lol UGH! I'm pissed!! I cannot deal with this lack of time thing! I need attention damn it. Seriously, if you're interested you should be able to make some friggen time for me. I know things are going on right now, but I mean would it kill you to just send a friggen text or something more often. Why am I dealing with this? I'm giving this a couple more weeks until all of these events are over and if things don't get better I'm bailing. Hmpf. ...God, I'm ridiculous. Fuck it. I'm just going to forget about him. well that's exactly what I was going through. Seems like we had the same type of problem with our respective "significant others". he was neglecting me also. i gave and gave to him and he didn't reciprocate back to me. i felt used, but more so neglected which hurt so bad. So if you haven't "forgotten about him" yet, maybe it's best for you too cuz you also deserve a guy who'll treat you well and not neglect you. sometimes guys'll make up excuses like "not having the time" that's also what he did with me so that could be a warning sign too.
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 7, 2010 18:27:06 GMT -5
...and now for my guy rant! lol UGH! I'm pissed!! I cannot deal with this lack of time thing! I need attention damn it. Seriously, if you're interested you should be able to make some friggen time for me. I know things are going on right now, but I mean would it kill you to just send a friggen text or something more often. Why am I dealing with this? I'm giving this a couple more weeks until all of these events are over and if things don't get better I'm bailing. Hmpf. ...God, I'm ridiculous. Fuck it. I'm just going to forget about him. well that's exactly what I was going through. Seems like we had the same type of problem with our respective "significant others". he was neglecting me also. i gave and gave to him and he didn't reciprocate back to me. i felt used, but more so neglected which hurt so bad. So if you haven't "forgotten about him" yet, maybe it's best for you too cuz you also deserve a guy who'll treat you well and not neglect you. sometimes guys'll make up excuses like "not having the time" that's also what he did with me so that could be a warning sign too. Unfortunately I haven't. I am totally hopeless and determined. I want this guy and I will have him...that is unless my suspicions are correct. I have a feeling...that he is dating me and someone else at the same time. And dear god the fury that will create inside of me. Ok, if we were just dating and he was dating someone else fine. That's fair enough...I don't have a leash on the boy...but when I've been fucking sleeping with the fuck for 2 months! oh dear god...and if he is seeing someone else...and sleeping with them! I feel sick. I don't think I will be able to control my rage if this is the case. Fuck seriously that is very wrong!!! Eww! I don't want to share penis with someone else! The sick feeling just got worse. The most frustrating part is that I would have never pegged him to be the type. I know this type! I usually know it when I see it and I'll put up with it for whatever reason for a little while....but he so didn't seem the type. Ya know not to mention after one or two of them I swore to myself I wouldn't wind up in this situation again. Wait I change my mind, the most frustrating part is the doubt. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid. I mean I do tend to have major trust issues...BUT! I will be finding out when I have dinner with him this week. I'm going to just ask him. Maybe order some super hot soup just in case he does confess that he's fucking someone else at the same time. HOW IS THAT OK??? Is it just me? I wish I could just forget but unfortunately I do indeed develop feeling for someone when I sleep with them...especially after multiple occasions. I just need to know for sure. ...ok, and breathe. *Ahem, I apologize for the language...and details...but I'm seeing red right now and it's very necessary*
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 7, 2010 22:46:36 GMT -5
Alright I've decided...I'm not going to get bent out of shape about this. What I'm going to do is still exact my game plan. What game plan you say? My original game plan that says I was going to regain interest. I'm pretty sure where I'm going wrong and I was going to go about this until I saw a questionable photo...and it completely threw me off. This fucker is mine. Ok so if I ask him if he's dating someone else...and I'm somewhat confident he will answer honestly (I don't take him for an outright liar...just perhaps a with-holder of truth) and he is indeed...game plan still on. I ask if he has slept with said possible girl and he has...fuck the game plan, it's off! I shall still plant the seeds until then. This bitch has got nothing on me! ugh! haha, I'm so having fun with this now. and yes I might be nuts. I'm practicing my inner assertiveness lol Fun experiment if nothing else...right??
Oh...I sound so nuts. This is what happens when I hold everything in, I swear. My crazy spills out all over the place.
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Jun 8, 2010 2:17:19 GMT -5
Maybe order some super hot soup just in case he does confess that he's fucking someone else at the same time. Do it....do it....do it..... Seriously. I could never put up with something like that anyway. I hope for you that's not the case, though.
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 8, 2010 17:44:15 GMT -5
Maybe order some super hot soup just in case he does confess that he's fucking someone else at the same time. Do it....do it....do it..... Seriously. I could never put up with something like that anyway. I hope for you that's not the case, though. Me too! I hope this is all in my head. I shall update when I find out lol
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 8, 2010 21:48:54 GMT -5
Do it....do it....do it..... Seriously. I could never put up with something like that anyway. I hope for you that's not the case, though. Me too! I hope this is all in my head. I shall update when I find out lol Ok update...I apologize if no one wants to hear all of my ramblings...but this is in the 'excuse this' thread so apology is already done! lol anyways...I am now offically done with it. I didn't get a direct answer...but avoidance says it all. No time! surprise surprise. Oh well I don't feel sad anymore. I'm moving on folks!
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Post by Knox on Jun 9, 2010 9:46:11 GMT -5
Sunburn F'n Blows!!!
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Post by geekguy on Jun 9, 2010 9:53:05 GMT -5
Ok update...I apologize if no one wants to hear all of my ramblings...but this is in the 'excuse this' thread so apology is already done! lol anyways...I am now offically done with it. I didn't get a direct answer...but avoidance says it all. No time! surprise surprise. Oh well I don't feel sad anymore. I'm moving on folks! Sucks that it turned out that way, but I'm glad to hear that you're moving on!
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Jun 9, 2010 16:20:54 GMT -5
Ok update...I apologize if no one wants to hear all of my ramblings...but this is in the 'excuse this' thread so apology is already done! lol anyways...I am now offically done with it. I didn't get a direct answer...but avoidance says it all. No time! surprise surprise. Oh well I don't feel sad anymore. I'm moving on folks! Sucks that it turned out that way, but I'm glad to hear that you're moving on! I agree! Good on you for moving on. And personally, I like when people make updates. It's interesting to hear how things sort out.
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Post by pluralzalpha2 on Jun 10, 2010 12:55:21 GMT -5
Me too! I hope this is all in my head. I shall update when I find out lol Ok update...I apologize if no one wants to hear all of my ramblings...but this is in the 'excuse this' thread so apology is already done! lol anyways...I am now offically done with it. I didn't get a direct answer...but avoidance says it all. No time! surprise surprise. Oh well I don't feel sad anymore. I'm moving on folks! Good for you! He's put you through enough, you don't need that sh*t in your life. I've moved on and got my mind on much more important things. So YAY for both you and me, crashtastic ;D! *high five to you*
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 10, 2010 18:44:49 GMT -5
Ok update...I apologize if no one wants to hear all of my ramblings...but this is in the 'excuse this' thread so apology is already done! lol anyways...I am now offically done with it. I didn't get a direct answer...but avoidance says it all. No time! surprise surprise. Oh well I don't feel sad anymore. I'm moving on folks! Good for you! He's put you through enough, you don't need that sh*t in your life. I've moved on and got my mind on much more important things. So YAY for both you and me, crashtastic ;D! *high five to you* *definite high five to you, too!* New update! lol I've got two dates lined up, man. Typically, I'm not into dating more than one person, but I figure I'll experiment. Not put all of my eggs in one basket sort of deal. Hey, why not. It may have been brief between this guy and I, but I think I've learned a lot from it, so I regret nothing! ;D
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Post by Crashtastic on Jun 10, 2010 18:46:25 GMT -5
Sucks that it turned out that way, but I'm glad to hear that you're moving on! I agree! Good on you for moving on. And personally, I like when people make updates. It's interesting to hear how things sort out. Why, thank you, my loves.
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Post by Sigh on Jul 22, 2010 10:25:51 GMT -5
Why the fuck are you having a fucking karaoke in your garden at 4pm in the afternoon? I don't want to hear a bunch of people trying to fucking sing! They really need to shut the fuck up, I don't want to have to close my fucking windows when its this hot.
They seem to have shut up now, maybe yelling shut up out of my window had some effect ;D
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Sept 22, 2010 2:53:28 GMT -5
Patterns, patterns....the stupid patterns that make up my life. Won't you please go away? Please, please, please, please, please? And the thoughts! You go away too! Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. *hangs head in shame*
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