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Post by missklew on Nov 17, 2012 8:41:20 GMT -5
I think things are somewhat better. I have started this business that is doing quiet well surprisingly. I think to myself, why did I wait so long to do this? Missklew, that sounds great! Do you mind describing what the business is? Thanks marie! It is developing mobile applications.
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Post by Samantha on Nov 20, 2012 17:17:28 GMT -5
Oh exciting stuff! What kind of apps? Are they your own ideas or are you making them on behalf of clients? Do you have minions employees that you can order about? Anything we can take a peep at?
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Post by missklew on Dec 31, 2012 4:58:53 GMT -5
Sorry for the delay but I missed this.
No minions as of yet.
Just doing my own stuff and now doing tutorials.
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Post by missklew on Dec 31, 2012 5:17:18 GMT -5
Last day of another year.
I don't think i liked 2012 that much.
It was disappointing, yeah that's the word for it.
I am really going to try to make 2013 a better year.
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Post by missklew on Feb 18, 2013 2:07:44 GMT -5
I truly hate my depressive and anxiety disorders.
They make life miserable.
I think part of it is hormone related as it gets much worse before that time of the month
I keep thinking that my damn period will stop since I am 50 but it hasn't happened. My sister is 55 and still has her.
I can't see myself being 60 years old still having them.
I took another short term contracting job and I hate it already.
I just wish I had someone to talk to.
Sometimes I wish Trump was a friend so I could talk to him about business.
I already want to quit and it has only been a week.
I believe i will take my drugs to cope.
I have a speech this week and I am scared and it is the worst time of the month to have to do something like that. Boating, severe cramps, and gross stuff.
Why do you lose your confidence so much with depression?
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Post by Astroruss on Feb 22, 2013 16:12:45 GMT -5
I still pick my nose very other day or so. You have too, otherwise it gets hard to breathe throught it. Anyway, depression is anger and dissapointment turned inwards, and it comes from failures and the belief that your failures will perpetuate. That's the way it works on me, anyway. Plus, I used to suffer from bouts of extreme frustration. It used to overcome me as a teenager and even in my early twenties, too. Oh hell, it still does often, particularly from my old job dealing with rotten ghetto trash every day, and after I get rejected by women.
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Post by Zoe on Mar 10, 2013 5:27:01 GMT -5
Hang in there Missklew You are a strong woman. Much worse things has happened before and you got through it. Hope your period will stop soon so at least you don't feel so crampy and bloated.
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Post by missklew on May 22, 2013 4:01:34 GMT -5
Thanks for the encouragement.
I have some news Zoe will like. I moved to Melbourne a couple weeks ago. ;D
I am trying to have a more positive attitude. I wrote down a list of affirmations and saved it. Each day I pick out a couple to look at during hte day.
I like this house I am in but it is way out in the country which is good and bad. I have an ocean view though.
I have realized that you can't go back, meaning you can't look for old childhood friends and expect to pick up where you left off. It is naive thinking. They've changed and you've changed and chances are you no longer have anything in common anymore.
The connections I have made range from meh to disappointing.
One of my school friends younger sister is dying from cancer. She must have first gotten it in her late 30s. It really sucks.
I think I have been somewhat naive about people. I always wanted to see the good and best in people but it seems people have an evil dark side. When it comes to money, people are downright greedy and evil about it.
My son was recently held hostage at gunpoint by someone he had gone to school with! A friend! They drove him back to his house where the friend and another guy robbed my son and his roommate and shot the roommate. The roommate is ok thanks to my son saving his life. They are both lucky to be alive as the one guy was planning to kill them both.
My faith in humanity has decreased.
Also, I feel very offended by lazy people who like to sponge off others. There seems to be some with a sense of entitlement that someone they deserve an easy life and others should pay their way and take care of them so they have no responsibilities in life.
Ok that is all for now.
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Post by missklew on Jul 20, 2013 1:30:03 GMT -5
I was in the hospital and now I'm out.
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Post by Sweet Pea on Jul 20, 2013 3:47:10 GMT -5
I was in the hospital and now I'm out. details!
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Post by missklew on Jul 20, 2013 5:49:28 GMT -5
I was in the hospital and now I'm out. details! Woke up in severe pain and had to call an ambulance. They came and my blood pressure had dropped really low and my heart rate was too fast and I had a fever. They got me stabilized before they took off. Apparently I had a bad UTI and didn't even know it as I only felt slightly unwell the day before. It was crap as several times my blood pressure dropped really low and my heart was racing. On the 3rd day they moved me to a ward with other people and my heart rate was too fast again and my blood pressure was too high. Apparently that was GAD. I finally told this male nurse I had it. I told them I was leaving and I couldn't stay there anymore with other people. The doctor came in later and discharged me.
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Post by Sweet Pea on Jul 21, 2013 2:51:29 GMT -5
Woke up in severe pain and had to call an ambulance. They came and my blood pressure had dropped really low and my heart rate was too fast and I had a fever. They got me stabilized before they took off. Apparently I had a bad UTI and didn't even know it as I only felt slightly unwell the day before. It was crap as several times my blood pressure dropped really low and my heart was racing. On the 3rd day they moved me to a ward with other people and my heart rate was too fast again and my blood pressure was too high. Apparently that was GAD. I finally told this male nurse I had it. I told them I was leaving and I couldn't stay there anymore with other people. The doctor came in later and discharged me. yikes! that sounds awful! try adding cranberry juice and cranberries into your diet. it alkalinizes your urine and prevents uti's. i had one once when i was trapped in a small town by a storm. i was rolling around on the floor screaming in pain until someone recognized my symptoms and gave me her leftover penicillin.
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Post by missklew on Jul 23, 2013 7:39:27 GMT -5
yikes! that sounds awful! try adding cranberry juice and cranberries into your diet. it alkalinizes your urine and prevents uti's. i had one once when i was trapped in a small town by a storm. i was rolling around on the floor screaming in pain until someone recognized my symptoms and gave me her leftover penicillin. It is terrible and painful. I normally have cranberries several times a week and I even had some penicillin to take but whatever this was, was way too powerful for the penicillin. They gave me IV antibiotics and even with that it took several days to kick in.
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Post by Sweet Pea on Jul 25, 2013 1:46:12 GMT -5
yikes! that sounds awful! try adding cranberry juice and cranberries into your diet. it alkalinizes your urine and prevents uti's. i had one once when i was trapped in a small town by a storm. i was rolling around on the floor screaming in pain until someone recognized my symptoms and gave me her leftover penicillin. It is terrible and painful. I normally have cranberries several times a week and I even had some penicillin to take but whatever this was, was way too powerful for the penicillin. They gave me IV antibiotics and even with that it took several days to kick in. omg! that sounds terrible! you think maybe you contracted one of those superbugs?
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Post by missklew on Jul 25, 2013 22:11:30 GMT -5
It is terrible and painful. I normally have cranberries several times a week and I even had some penicillin to take but whatever this was, was way too powerful for the penicillin. They gave me IV antibiotics and even with that it took several days to kick in. omg! that sounds terrible! you think maybe you contracted one of those superbugs? That could be what happened.
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