Post by strawberrysweetie on Apr 18, 2012 0:27:04 GMT -5
the nomadic lifestyle seems so far so good. Love it.
It suits me better.
Meet new people, leave. Don't get too close to anyone. And as soon as the bad feelings start setting in again, you move on to a new place. Don't want to stay anywhere long enough for those feelings to fester. Novelty is the best medicine...well, sort of. Being surrounded by cool people and laughter definitely goes along with that. It can just be difficult to keep that up...
though I'm annoyed that a huge part inside of me still feels a great degree of sadness and loneliness :S
I do need to open myself up more to more people, though. Properly. Especially since so many people can be so damn unreliable. The more connections the better.
I'm better than I used to be for sure, but I still have a lot to work on.
semi-rant/major rambling done.
It suits me better.
Meet new people, leave. Don't get too close to anyone. And as soon as the bad feelings start setting in again, you move on to a new place. Don't want to stay anywhere long enough for those feelings to fester. Novelty is the best medicine...well, sort of. Being surrounded by cool people and laughter definitely goes along with that. It can just be difficult to keep that up...
though I'm annoyed that a huge part inside of me still feels a great degree of sadness and loneliness :S
I do need to open myself up more to more people, though. Properly. Especially since so many people can be so damn unreliable. The more connections the better.
I'm better than I used to be for sure, but I still have a lot to work on.
semi-rant/major rambling done.
