Post by AnonYGiRL on Apr 8, 2005 23:56:24 GMT -5
Okay. So I am busy a lot. Correction: All the effing time. I want to get good grades, and I have to sacrifice getting to know people to do that.
So I met these girls a few weeks ago. . . . and we talked and they were close to each other. Then there was a dorm activity and I didn't talk to them because I didn't know what to say. They didn't talk to me. And they were almost in a clique of their own (which is how they were b4 I met them)
Now, it is like we try to avoid each other's eyes. Today it was so bad that I was opening my door and one of them, the friendly one, used the drinking fountain as an avoidance device. She drunk until I entered the room. Saying hi is awkward for both of us I think because it is like, dude we already said hi before...
And one morning, I was coming to the room from the bathroom, and a girl from the "cliquey thing" had just gotten up, and I kind of looked at her in that "im not lookin at u" type of way and she was not smiling, etc. And once I tried smiling at them first when all this began, but I got bland, neutral expressions.
This sounds stupid, but I don't know it is like we both feel the need to do this. And another person that I know, who doesn't talk to the girls, I think hates me and we feel obligated to say hello. . . but I can tell she wishes I didn't exist. When she is with other people they don't ignore me but she takes that as an excuse to do so.
is this just the general social structure of things or is this an antisocial thing that I can remedy.
Bottom line?
[glow=red,2,300]I need something to say I think!?[/glow]
So I met these girls a few weeks ago. . . . and we talked and they were close to each other. Then there was a dorm activity and I didn't talk to them because I didn't know what to say. They didn't talk to me. And they were almost in a clique of their own (which is how they were b4 I met them)
Now, it is like we try to avoid each other's eyes. Today it was so bad that I was opening my door and one of them, the friendly one, used the drinking fountain as an avoidance device. She drunk until I entered the room. Saying hi is awkward for both of us I think because it is like, dude we already said hi before...
And one morning, I was coming to the room from the bathroom, and a girl from the "cliquey thing" had just gotten up, and I kind of looked at her in that "im not lookin at u" type of way and she was not smiling, etc. And once I tried smiling at them first when all this began, but I got bland, neutral expressions.
This sounds stupid, but I don't know it is like we both feel the need to do this. And another person that I know, who doesn't talk to the girls, I think hates me and we feel obligated to say hello. . . but I can tell she wishes I didn't exist. When she is with other people they don't ignore me but she takes that as an excuse to do so.
is this just the general social structure of things or is this an antisocial thing that I can remedy.
Bottom line?
[glow=red,2,300]I need something to say I think!?[/glow]