Post by samz on Nov 21, 2006 2:00:18 GMT -5
Hi, I´m Samanta, 14 years old,well since I moved to Canada from Venezuela almost 2 years ago, I dont know if it´s shyness, but I just can´t find anything to say to people, it´s like if my mind just goes blank and shuts down. I don´t feel anything like shynes or anything like that, I actually don´t feel anything, I just shut down. This makes me feel that I´m boring and I´m really sure that most people thing that too, but I´m not, nothing like this had happened to me before when I was in my home country, and it makes me really sad because it making me miss alot more my friends in Venezuela, and even though I have 2 friends here (yeah, it´s very difficult to me to make friends now) I´m starting to notice that we´ve become apart, and I don´t want to lose them, especially my first friend I made here in Canada. Sometimes I´ve no problems talking to them, but other
times I shut down again, and I feel they start thinking I´m boring, and I don´t think they are wrong in thinking that, because I know is not really fun in me just shutting down, and not even trying to say anything, it´s now that I don´t want to, I just can´t , my mind doesn´t allow me.
I really don´t know why is this happening but i don´t want this anymore, I´m starting highschool and I´m gonna move soon to another city, another school, and I don´t want the nightmare of my first year in Canada to happen again, I want to be able to be more talkative and find freidns easyly. I don´t think it is shyness, because for instance if I want to know the time
I and I see a guy standing there with his watch, I just go to him and ask for the time, but then I just say oh, okay, thanks and shut down and leave or something like that.
Well sorry for such a long message, jeje, if somebody has any tip to help me please please tell me.
times I shut down again, and I feel they start thinking I´m boring, and I don´t think they are wrong in thinking that, because I know is not really fun in me just shutting down, and not even trying to say anything, it´s now that I don´t want to, I just can´t , my mind doesn´t allow me.
I really don´t know why is this happening but i don´t want this anymore, I´m starting highschool and I´m gonna move soon to another city, another school, and I don´t want the nightmare of my first year in Canada to happen again, I want to be able to be more talkative and find freidns easyly. I don´t think it is shyness, because for instance if I want to know the time
I and I see a guy standing there with his watch, I just go to him and ask for the time, but then I just say oh, okay, thanks and shut down and leave or something like that.
Well sorry for such a long message, jeje, if somebody has any tip to help me please please tell me.