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Post by rudy on Jan 26, 2010 21:42:06 GMT -5
i'm just so fed up with everything. i'm 17 and yet its like i don't even exist. i fucking hate my voice . its so deep( i mean james earl jones/barry white) that i basically need a set of my own fucking subtitles or a fucking translator to correspond it another person. its also doens't help that i'm covered with nodualr acne whihc basically destroyed my confidence.
i'm at a phase where ijust hate every person on this planenet. i don't get teased, but i'm just so damn cynical, bitter, and negative. any thoughts? thanks
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Post by rudy on Jan 26, 2010 21:46:44 GMT -5
the most frustrating part is that i seem to be living in a galss box watching everyone live thier lives(realtionships and that shit), while i'm still at fucking ground zero. at high school, i'm extremly mature and don't find things fun that others do and vice versa.
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Post by robbie on Jan 27, 2010 0:48:14 GMT -5
You should'nt be sad about you're voice at all, I'd give anything to have Berry Whites voice. Anyways, I'm that way almost all the time, it's called being depressed. Doing stuff helps with depression, expecially when its something fun. Hope that helps.
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Post by Scotty on Jan 27, 2010 13:29:11 GMT -5
the most frustrating part is that i seem to be living in a galss box watching everyone live thier lives(realtionships and that shit), while i'm still at fucking ground zero. at high school, i'm extremly mature and don't find things fun that others do and vice versa. I think it's possible you'll enjoy life better once you get out of high school. I didn't like doing anything that my fellow classmates were into (going out and getting drunk, parties...so on). After school you are more likely to meet some more mature people, in places you'd rather be in or in situations you might be more comfortable in. That's from my experience anyway. |
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Post by rudy on Jan 27, 2010 17:21:51 GMT -5
thanks guys!  |
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Post by SHY: Should He Yell on Feb 8, 2010 19:20:07 GMT -5
I can't believe i"m saying this cause it makes me feel old but you're only 17. And what you're going through is nothing new. High school or hell school as I called it sucks. Some people it works but I think most don't care about it. You'll grow into yourself and hopefully accept yourself more. Self acceptance is very important but very hard for EVERYONE. Doesn't matter if its the popular kid or whatever. We all have skeletons in the closet. What makes us do this or that good or bad.
I understand you can be bitter or mad about stuff. Heck we all are about something but the thing is you can't let it control you or dictate your life. I struggle with this. Sometimes I feel "freed" from this negativity but things don't change and I fall back into it. We're all human and not perfect.
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