Post by outgoingbutshy on Mar 11, 2010 1:50:45 GMT -5
no, as u probably have guessed, im not in here to talk about that movie.
I can't sleep; and i am just in a horrible mood
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I've been browsing the pics in the picture thread starting way back at the beginning pages (I'm on page 19 at the moment in another window, obviously).
There are so many attractive people on this board from when it began; and I think I am the only one on the whole thing who is not pretty. and it is really starting to bother me--again!!!--about my unattractiveness.
My pic is probably around page 80 plus? something: just tell me, if anyone cares to look, is it just the fact of my needing braces that is the cause of my ugliness; or is it the other features in there also that are ugly--or perhaps both things? I cannot afford braces; and the thought of going to an esthetician for the problems with my hair, etc. just makes me cringe.
Sorry about this post. I've just been feeling really down on myself the last few nights. Perhaps there is something about lack of sleep and staying up so late that either causes it or exascerbates an already low self esteem feeling in me. I find that in the afternoon and evening, though I am the same person, and I look the same, it doesn't seem to bother me as much...not being attractive, I mean.
And being my age does not help matters any either: I guess I'm going through the midlife crisis mentally and emotionally, as well as the physical hormone changes of peri-menopause, drawing down toward the actual menopause in a few years. Some women my age find the need--an intense need or craving--to feel attractive and/or sexy.
thanks for listening
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~audio
I can't sleep; and i am just in a horrible mood
.I've been browsing the pics in the picture thread starting way back at the beginning pages (I'm on page 19 at the moment in another window, obviously).
There are so many attractive people on this board from when it began; and I think I am the only one on the whole thing who is not pretty. and it is really starting to bother me--again!!!--about my unattractiveness.
My pic is probably around page 80 plus? something: just tell me, if anyone cares to look, is it just the fact of my needing braces that is the cause of my ugliness; or is it the other features in there also that are ugly--or perhaps both things? I cannot afford braces; and the thought of going to an esthetician for the problems with my hair, etc. just makes me cringe.
Sorry about this post. I've just been feeling really down on myself the last few nights. Perhaps there is something about lack of sleep and staying up so late that either causes it or exascerbates an already low self esteem feeling in me. I find that in the afternoon and evening, though I am the same person, and I look the same, it doesn't seem to bother me as much...not being attractive, I mean.
And being my age does not help matters any either: I guess I'm going through the midlife crisis mentally and emotionally, as well as the physical hormone changes of peri-menopause, drawing down toward the actual menopause in a few years. Some women my age find the need--an intense need or craving--to feel attractive and/or sexy.
thanks for listening
.~audio