Post by solecito22 on Oct 21, 2010 13:49:40 GMT -5
Hello,
Hope my note finds you all well.
I would like to ask for an advice as I am not sure what to do right now. To make the long story short, I believe I am falling in love (or I am already in love), and I am talking about a real sentiment with a shy loner man, never married, no kids, a few friends. He is in his mid 40’s and me in my mid 30’s, separated and with a wonderful 6 years old kid.
We are colleagues with the man of my interest, he used to work in a different city for the same company and we exchanged many work-related e-mails but since I am a writer by hobby, I always include something small and inspiring in all my e-mails. So he always reacted to this with a nice reply, there was an untouchable connection or a vibe so called before we even met personally when he came to work in the same city and office where I am.
The connection we felt came very obvious now when we were in the same office, well, he is always polite but avoiding me, does not look at me but many times I noticed that he stares at me when I am not looking at him, he is funny with other colleagues but with me quite and shy, sometimes very friendly, the next moment completely official. Anyway, as we were working together, we start to chat a bit more and longer but never in person, only online, slowly sharing a bit more personal details, we were able to laugh online and even flirt lightly, he said many times that he loves the way I write, the way I am. Well, one day, I followed my impulses and invited him for dinner, just a friendly dinner to be able to talk and he accepted with a big enthusiasm. The dinner came, it was the most amazing evening in my life, we talked for hours, he opened up for the first time and shared many personal things, me too and he even dared to kiss and I kissed him back, nothing of shyness in this kisses, so much passion and sensuality I found in this amazing man, I never believed this is possible in only kissing.
And now I am completely lost, completely confused and completely in love and do not know what to do…..the dinner was only a few days ago but he is so serious again with me, I called him outside of the office very friendly, he thank me for the lovely dinner, the conversation, even the beautiful dress but he was very brief, in the online chat very brief as well and polite. What to do? I do not want to scary him away and I am not insisting, I am very patient but his behavior is making me wonder if he lost interest in me now when we kissed and had such a passionate moment (we did not sleep together), he showed me one absolutely amazing man, full with sensuality and sense, gentle and a gentleman, and this really swept me away, I am in my mid 30’s and never felt so much passion in my life as in that moment of kissing with him, as we were really making love only with our lips……I think he likes me, otherwise he would’ve not be so passionate with me, I think, but he is withholding back…….what can I do before I go insane? What do you think? Thank you.
Hope my note finds you all well.
I would like to ask for an advice as I am not sure what to do right now. To make the long story short, I believe I am falling in love (or I am already in love), and I am talking about a real sentiment with a shy loner man, never married, no kids, a few friends. He is in his mid 40’s and me in my mid 30’s, separated and with a wonderful 6 years old kid.
We are colleagues with the man of my interest, he used to work in a different city for the same company and we exchanged many work-related e-mails but since I am a writer by hobby, I always include something small and inspiring in all my e-mails. So he always reacted to this with a nice reply, there was an untouchable connection or a vibe so called before we even met personally when he came to work in the same city and office where I am.
The connection we felt came very obvious now when we were in the same office, well, he is always polite but avoiding me, does not look at me but many times I noticed that he stares at me when I am not looking at him, he is funny with other colleagues but with me quite and shy, sometimes very friendly, the next moment completely official. Anyway, as we were working together, we start to chat a bit more and longer but never in person, only online, slowly sharing a bit more personal details, we were able to laugh online and even flirt lightly, he said many times that he loves the way I write, the way I am. Well, one day, I followed my impulses and invited him for dinner, just a friendly dinner to be able to talk and he accepted with a big enthusiasm. The dinner came, it was the most amazing evening in my life, we talked for hours, he opened up for the first time and shared many personal things, me too and he even dared to kiss and I kissed him back, nothing of shyness in this kisses, so much passion and sensuality I found in this amazing man, I never believed this is possible in only kissing.
And now I am completely lost, completely confused and completely in love and do not know what to do…..the dinner was only a few days ago but he is so serious again with me, I called him outside of the office very friendly, he thank me for the lovely dinner, the conversation, even the beautiful dress but he was very brief, in the online chat very brief as well and polite. What to do? I do not want to scary him away and I am not insisting, I am very patient but his behavior is making me wonder if he lost interest in me now when we kissed and had such a passionate moment (we did not sleep together), he showed me one absolutely amazing man, full with sensuality and sense, gentle and a gentleman, and this really swept me away, I am in my mid 30’s and never felt so much passion in my life as in that moment of kissing with him, as we were really making love only with our lips……I think he likes me, otherwise he would’ve not be so passionate with me, I think, but he is withholding back…….what can I do before I go insane? What do you think? Thank you.