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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 26, 2018 17:14:22 GMT -5
Happy Birthday Scotty!
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 22, 2018 18:19:42 GMT -5
You should try, it couldn’t hurt. (Really, what’s not to like?) I've tried the bottled app, and it notified me that my message was received. It also notified me that the one who received my message passed it on to another person.... I guess you have the option to either reply to a message or pass it on to another. I've also tried the app SKOUT. I get very intimidated when i see all kinds of people there online. I've tried reaching out to someone from another country but i guess there is a language barrier. People check me sometimes there. Especially when i check out their profile first. But, its hard. I feel really uncomfortable if i post my picture there. So having no picture only sets me back more naturally. I did get one or two messages from other people. But i do feel guilty when i don't respond to them. That's why i do understand when people reject me. Because i'm guilty of doing it as well. Yeah the person either rejects your message and it just goes to another person or they accept and you have the option to message then. That's the problem I had with SKOUT it showed me pictures of people who were apprantley near me and then some of those people started messaging me, which lead to me deleting my account within 20 minuetes.
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 20, 2018 17:01:06 GMT -5
Another one I found yesterday is called bottled, it's an app where the basic idea is that you write a message that's sent to a random person on the app and if they like the message they keep your bottle and message you and if not they throw it away and it goes to someone else. The people seem pretty deccent on here and you can togle the ages of the people you send bottles to and recive bottles from so it's pretty good. bottledapp.com
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 19, 2018 17:54:56 GMT -5
Those look like some good sites, sometimes if I just go into a communities of something that I'm interested in and interest with the people on it I can make freinds. Something I tried recently was an app called called skout. The idea was that you could see people on the app near you or be connected with a random person, I did find this too much as foe a start half of the profiles looked fake and secondly within a few minuetes people were messaging me on it. It was all a bit crazy for me, but maybe it'd work for some of you???
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 9, 2018 16:54:12 GMT -5
^^ hmmmmmm... Time tells all. I (not so randomly) wish...this site was at least occasionally active like it used to be. That people would stop in from time to time, just for the hell of it, for old time's sake. ...that I myself would take the time to comment on some of the things I've seen here in somewhat recent times. Where does all the damn time go? Hello everyone...or to anyone that reads this. I wish the same Also, it's a shame how inactive things are around here at the moment.
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Aug 4, 2018 17:20:00 GMT -5
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Aug 4, 2018 17:20:00 GMT -5
I also had a kind of nightmare about school a few nights ago. However, I'm on holiday now and I feel much more relaxed about it all.
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Jul 29, 2018 17:35:23 GMT -5
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jul 29, 2018 17:35:23 GMT -5
Um... So is it bad that I've only been on summer break for a week and I'm already worrying/ dreading school which isn't for another 5 weeks.
So the thing is, the school I go to is pretty big and has about 1,600 students with 400 being in my year. Because of this the year is split into 3 sections meaning you'll only have lessons with the people in your section. I basically spent all of last year getting to know everyone in my section, but I know literally no one in the other sections and I find out on the last week of school that next year they're changing round almost everyone into different sections, which now means I'm gonna be having lessons with people I don't know yet again for the second year in a row, which is always fun and anxiety enducing for me. Oh well it could be worse, I'm just too paranoid.
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Jul 29, 2018 17:25:58 GMT -5
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jul 29, 2018 17:25:58 GMT -5
Its only natural to feel that way when you feel embarassed. I dont really know how to fight that feeling to shy away. I always sucumb to hiding myself from people in general. Maybe try to keep yourself busy to keep your mind from thinking negative thoughts. Its a temporary form of escape. But its the only thing i can think of. Hope you dont get depressed again. Thank you, I'll remeber this next time I get into a similar situation.
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jul 15, 2018 17:22:47 GMT -5
Are there really no childlike people here? There may be, but unfortunately things aren't too active around here at the moment.
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Jun 20, 2018 16:48:15 GMT -5
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jun 20, 2018 16:48:15 GMT -5
It's been a while, but I feel like I'm slipping back into anxiety again unfortunately. I had a bad day for it on Tuesday where I did a task in Spanish where we had cards with either a Spanish or English word on them and one person in the class had to call out a word on there card and the person with the translation had to call it out and if it was wrong it has to start agian. I suppose it'd be ok if you knew what the word meant, but I didn't so I got extremely nervous and when it was my word there was a long awkward pause as I didn't know if it was mine and I didnt want to restart the game so I did day it, but it was too quiet and nobody heard and then when people found out it was me I was given greif. This made me very nervous and I had to take a second to calm down after and then got told off for not doing the work :/. Then in English the teacher announced it was group work and my freind who I normally pair up with was ill, I normally would very nervously go up to a group and ask to join, but for some reason I just felt physically unable to and I just kind of awkwardly sat next to a group until the task was over and then sat down when I as questioned by the teacher as to what group I was in and I didn't know what to say so I just went I don't know and was forced into another group I felt so embarasrd and nervous, but it was completely my fault. I don't know what happend but I've randomly just been getting nervous or anxious at random times ever since I'm not quite sure what happend. Also today we did a presentation in science where were the teacher doing the lesson and another group was using lollipop sticks (written with names on to randomly select a student) and it was me, but they paused and read the stick and laughed before reading my name out which idk why they did, but I found it quite rude. Then last lesson I had another presentation where I was pressured by someone in the group to write faster and then when it was time to present I was moaned at by him when he couldn't read my writing and was later told my spelling was like a 4 year old. The presentation was a complete disaster and made me look like an idiot in front of the class yet again. Oh yeah and to finish it off someone flicked loads of water onto me while I was in a toilet cubical for absolutely no reason. Idk why I keep on feeling anxiety as it's starting to concern me as it's for no reason, I just don't want to start feeling depressed agian. Thanks for reading anyway if you got this far
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jun 20, 2018 16:29:08 GMT -5
It's a been a while since I've posted on SU, but I'd like to say that my anxiety has improved and I'm being alot more social. That’s great to hear 👍🏻 Thank you shyborg
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jun 9, 2018 16:08:37 GMT -5
Just watched IT (2017) and it was pretty damn good. Deffinatley reccomend watching.
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on May 25, 2018 16:38:38 GMT -5
A couple of days ago, my mom had brought home two kitten from a stray cat. I was really against it at first since we don't really know how to take care of them in the first place. It was hard keeping them inside a box. And we didn't tie them up with a leash. I was always kinda worried they would stray and get killed. But for a few days since we were feeding them, they didn't stray far outside our home. Then my mom decided to switch to catfood that are like pellets from the tuna meat we gave them initially. I was worried they weren't getting full or eating enough since they keep on feeding them these pellets. So last night, i really wanted to feed them some tuna meat. But my brother said they were full, because he said they were being fed all day by my niece. I was still doubtful though since all they gave them were pellets. So true enough, this morning they were gone from our house. Apparently they strayed far in search of food and got killed one way or another. My brother was happy though, since he didn't like the cats because they kinda smelled for him. Somehow, i feel that i've let the kittens down. And now i feel down and kinda sad too. I should have listened to my gut feeling and fed them last night. =( Sorry to hear this, it dosen't sound like it was your fault. If everyone else was trying to feed cat food then it wasn't exactly your fault, plus if they were full they may not have ate it anyway. Sorry to hear this though, one of my cats died of cancer last year and it was really upsetting, I get way too attached to pets.
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on May 19, 2018 16:51:47 GMT -5
I recently watched a comedy series called 'the it crowd' which I really liked.
It's basically about a lady (Jen) who gets a job as head of IT at a high profile company except she knows nothing about computers, she lied on her CV about having expiriance with them. Anyway she ends up working with 2 nerds (Roy and Moss) and it leads to some pretty funny scenarios. Roy wants a girl freind, but is hopeless, and Moss is just a crazy and weird character.
If you like comedies (probably English humor) or computers really, check it out. I found it pretty funny due to the relatable factor of the awkwardness they manage to get into.
Oh yes btw, it's quite an old show so it may be hard to find.
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on May 19, 2018 16:43:57 GMT -5
I am feeling very depressed about everything I'm really sorry to hear this, I hope that things improve for you.
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