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Post by Thought Analyst on Apr 2, 2017 9:17:26 GMT -5
Really don't know what my problem is and how I can so easily go from feeling hopeful one moment to feeling like an emotional wreck the next.  I can relate very much . I hope you feel better soon, Strawberry  . |
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Post by Thought Analyst on Apr 2, 2017 9:22:26 GMT -5
Frustrated. I'm gonna throw my computer out of the window in a minute. I swear, if I ever meet Bill Gates he's getting a slap. Oh my, Spork! I can most definitely relate! Especially with this Win 10 crap lol. This Asus laptop gives me so much trouble. Ass computer LOL. |
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Post by Sigh on Apr 4, 2017 16:11:44 GMT -5
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Post by Sigh on Jul 27, 2017 15:58:35 GMT -5
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Post by Zoe on Jan 30, 2018 6:12:38 GMT -5
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on Jan 30, 2018 17:37:12 GMT -5
Heartbroken - someone took advantage of my kindness, found someone better and moved on. Whilst right now I'm feeling upset, there is a part of me that understands that at least I know they are not perfect and can try to slowly let go and move on. But right now............ need a good hug from my fellow Shybies.  I'm sorry to hear this Zoe, I hope everything works out good for you :-) |
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Post by Strawberry on Jan 31, 2018 22:27:04 GMT -5
Heartbroken - someone took advantage of my kindness, found someone better and moved on. Whilst right now I'm feeling upset, there is a part of me that understands that at least I know they are not perfect and can try to slowly let go and move on. But right now............ need a good hug from my fellow Shybies. I'm really sorry to hear that. (((((((((((((((((((((BIG, GINORMOUS HUG)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) |
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Post by Thought Analyst on Feb 1, 2018 18:14:36 GMT -5
Zoe I can most definitely relate. I have gone through similar so many times in my life. So sorry this happened to you.
Here's a big *((((((((HUG))))))).
If you were around where I live, I'd have you over for a cup of tea (or desired beverage of your choice) and you could talk it out and I would be a listening ear.
You take care, Zoe.
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Post by Outcast on Feb 2, 2018 23:09:04 GMT -5
Heartbroken - someone took advantage of my kindness, found someone better and moved on. Whilst right now I'm feeling upset, there is a part of me that understands that at least I know they are not perfect and can try to slowly let go and move on. But right now............ need a good hug from my fellow Shybies. Sorry to hear about this too Zoe. I don't really know what to say to make you feel any better. But i hope you do stay strong and not let it get you down as much. Take care as always. |
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Post by disturbed on Feb 14, 2018 14:47:06 GMT -5
Sorry to everyone who is not in the best of moods, my heart and a big hug goes out to you.
I feel pretty good at the moment, although I can't say how I'll feel later or tomorrow, moods been up and down recently
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Post by Astroruss on Apr 16, 2018 21:46:23 GMT -5
Hi everyone! Been a while since I've been here. Glad to see SU is still around. |
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Post by billd1 on Apr 25, 2018 0:22:05 GMT -5
I am feeling very depressed about everything
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Post by ShyBorg on Apr 26, 2018 0:25:29 GMT -5
Billd1, I hope you feel better soon. Astroruss, I am glad this forum is around as well. I wish i had found this place a bit sooner though - I was much more shy when I was a kid! Seems it’s been a bit slow in posting lately, though. |
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Post by matthewtheshyperson on May 19, 2018 16:43:57 GMT -5
I am feeling very depressed about everything I'm really sorry to hear this, I hope that things improve for you. |
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Post by billd1 on May 31, 2018 5:01:45 GMT -5
Thanks for the post, matthew. I have a job that I work at, and it makes me very physically tired.
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Just before going online, I took 1/4 of a diazepam, not enough to put me to sleep, but maybe just enough to motivate me to go online and try to communicate with other people I share an affliction with.
On one message board I post to it is just about all of the members and the drugs they take.
I have heard all my life that Americans and probably human beings, all over the world, are too dependant on drugs, and think a drug will solve any and every problem.
I have taken that to heart, and when I went to a professional counsellor for the first time, he asked me, "have you ever taken any medicine?"
He thought I needed some drug to help me with my SA-SP as some now call our mutual affliction, but I did not want to take a drug then, but in the years since then, I have developed hypertension, the fatal disease that my mother died of.
I've tried to control it without drugs, but that does not work.
I know a man who had a heart attack and bypass surgery, and he said he began every day of his life by taking many pills.
I asked him how many drugs he was on, and he said in a very indignant voice, and obviously very insulted, "I am not on ANY drugs."
I replied, "you told me that you started every day of your life by taking a lot of pills."
He replied "those are Prescription drugs."
Turned out he told me he begins every day taking TEN pills.
And, he claims not to be on any drugs? That is Self Deception at its highest level.
Actually, I'm on 4 drugs, apart from the diazepam, which is occasional, and I take at very low doses.
The four drugs are for my blood pressure and cholesterol.
But, I am dependant on drugs for my very life. To keep my blood pressure down so I won't have a heart attack or stroke, or kidney damage.
Every morning I dread taking my 4 drugs. They give me side effects which I dont' like, although I am glad to say they don't impair me where I can't drive a car to work at my job.
I never drive after taking my low doses of diazepam.
The blood pressure drugs I take all have warnings that they can cause dizziness and it might be unsafe to drive a car after taking them, but I'm glad to say that in my case those drugs have given me no dizziness.
I get good blood pressure readings, so I have to accept the fact that I will have to be on the blood pressure drugs for the rest of my life.
And, I do enjoy life as much as I can.
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