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Post by Karen on Jan 13, 2012 10:20:42 GMT -5
 Tired and annoyed. Tired because i have been going to the gym for an hour per day this week and secondly it's getting late in the night over here Congrats on working out constantly! ;D I always struggle with consistency in working out. Its so much easier to be lazy.... Thank you my fellow SU's for interacting and caring for one another on these threads, it is what make this place so special. ;D Peace out! *Hugs* Zoe (Zzzzz.....*drool*......Zzzzz) I'd like to add my thanks to my fellow shybies for being the awesome people you are. Also, Yay hugs!! ;D Lonely. I'll be fine over the next few days, though. I just really wish that leprechaun would stop telling me to burn things. Aww, sorry you're feeling lonely Sexy Spork..... just...... just don't listen to that leprechaun.... they can't be trusted, the little bastards. How are I feeling? So happy and relieved I could dance!! Yay for not being a complete fuck up!! Yaaaaay!! ;D ;D ;D |
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Post by Sexy Spork #37 on Jan 13, 2012 10:34:47 GMT -5
^ What types of plants are you growing in your field?
(P.S. the leprechaun is a great dancer if you want a dance partner).
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Post by Karen on Jan 13, 2012 10:46:08 GMT -5
^ Psh! They say they're great dance partners, but have you ever actually tried to dance with a leprechaun? Constantly stepping on your toes, no rhythm whatsoever, always wanting to show you whats 'at the end of their rainbow', and going on about their 'pot of gold'....
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Post by Sexy Spork #37 on Jan 13, 2012 10:53:27 GMT -5
Mine is good at the Riverdance.
He also has a surprising amount of potatoes...
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Post by lostmyself on Jan 13, 2012 17:24:43 GMT -5
Tired and annoyed. Tired because i have been going to the gym for an hour per day this week and secondly it's getting late in the night over here Congrats on working out constantly! ;D I always struggle with consistency in working out. Its so much easier to be lazy.... Yes, being lazy is very easy  I agree, well done Zoe for keeping up with your gym routine. |
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Post by Crashtastic on Jan 15, 2012 12:45:42 GMT -5
Not so good. I'm tired, not physically but emotionally. I keep getting myself in such similar situations. With another guy who doesn't know what he wants. He cares about me. He likes being around me all the friggen time. Yet, he doesn't know if he wants to be with me...but doesn't want to be without me. He says he always wanted someone who treats him the way that I do, but now that he has it, he doesn't know if he wants it. Says he likes all these other things about me as well but I mean all I hear is that he wants these things but from someone else. I wasn't into everything about him at first either, but then I grew to care about him and those things didn't really matter anymore. I don't know what to do or what to put up with or if I should continue to give him more chances. I'd miss him if he were gone...too much. I just don't know if I can be with someone when they feel like he does. He says I deserve better then the way he's treating me with this...then why don't I ever get it. I wish he would just go away because its just too hard to tell him to stay away. What is wrong with me? I'm not a supermodel, but I'm an attractive person. So what is it? When I love someone or care about them I treat them like I do. Is that what I'm doing wrong? I'm pretty passive, but not when I shouldn't be and sometimes I'm just open to things that are different from what I expect. Is that something I'm not supposed to be? I always fucking try and I always get the fuck back up time and time again. I don't get it. I think I'm a really good person and not one that anyone can come across everyday and I don't say that lightly. I've had to go through too much. So much hate for myself. I've had to fight all the awful things that I've been convinced of to realize that I am the person that I have always wanted to be. I still make mistakes and bad decisions but I learn from them everytime, yet I still can't get what I want. Someone tell me what I'm doing wrong? Perhaps I just keep giving chances to people that don't deserve them. Or I keep giving chances to people who need the chance but just can't give me what I need in return. I don't know if I really want to be me. It's exhausting. |
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Post by Crashtastic on Jan 15, 2012 12:50:58 GMT -5
I'm afraid this sort of stuff is going to ruin me. I don't want to be ruined. How am I supposed to keep doing this?
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Post by Zoe on Jan 16, 2012 2:35:13 GMT -5
I felt horrible today, I was given instruction last week to follow up on some matters on behalf of a sick staff member....i thought i did well, until i came back to work today and be told it's not what they told me to do/wanted. I'm so stupid, i can't even follow simple instructions.....keep apologising to the person affected...*sigh* It's a wonder that I still have a job.... Must persist.....I will get through this.....be more objective.....tomorrow is another day....I will not let this set me back  |
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Post by marle on Jan 16, 2012 7:35:29 GMT -5
Sorry to hear that, Zoe. I suspect that sort of thing happens a lot. I know it's happened at my last work, where I handed someone else a few tasks while I was out on vacation. Sometimes simple instructions are not what they seem.
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Post by missklew on Jan 16, 2012 8:13:40 GMT -5
I felt horrible today, I was given instruction last week to follow up on some matters on behalf of a sick staff member....i thought i did well, until i came back to work today and be told it's not what they told me to do/wanted. I'm so stupid, i can't even follow simple instructions.....keep apologising to the person affected...*sigh* It's a wonder that I still have a job.... Must persist.....I will get through this.....be more objective.....tomorrow is another day....I will not let this set me back That really stinks! I bet you did good as I know you tried your best! I have had bosses who told me one thing and then later tell me they wanted the opposite but they weren't going to admit that. Lots of hugsssss |
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Post by missklew on Jan 16, 2012 8:18:11 GMT -5
Not so good. I'm tired, not physically but emotionally. I keep getting myself in such similar situations. With another guy who doesn't know what he wants. He cares about me. He likes being around me all the friggen time. Yet, he doesn't know if he wants to be with me...but doesn't want to be without me. He says he always wanted someone who treats him the way that I do, but now that he has it, he doesn't know if he wants it. Says he likes all these other things about me as well but I mean all I hear is that he wants these things but from someone else. I wasn't into everything about him at first either, but then I grew to care about him and those things didn't really matter anymore. I don't know what to do or what to put up with or if I should continue to give him more chances. I'd miss him if he were gone...too much. I just don't know if I can be with someone when they feel like he does. He says I deserve better then the way he's treating me with this...then why don't I ever get it. I wish he would just go away because its just too hard to tell him to stay away. What is wrong with me? I'm not a supermodel, but I'm an attractive person. So what is it? When I love someone or care about them I treat them like I do. Is that what I'm doing wrong? I'm pretty passive, but not when I shouldn't be and sometimes I'm just open to things that are different from what I expect. Is that something I'm not supposed to be? I always fucking try and I always get the fuck back up time and time again. I don't get it. I think I'm a really good person and not one that anyone can come across everyday and I don't say that lightly. I've had to go through too much. So much hate for myself. I've had to fight all the awful things that I've been convinced of to realize that I am the person that I have always wanted to be. I still make mistakes and bad decisions but I learn from them everytime, yet I still can't get what I want. Someone tell me what I'm doing wrong? Perhaps I just keep giving chances to people that don't deserve them. Or I keep giving chances to people who need the chance but just can't give me what I need in return. I don't know if I really want to be me. It's exhausting. You are a good worthy person xxxxx If he can't see that, then fooey on him. |
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Post by Karen on Jan 16, 2012 9:54:47 GMT -5
I felt horrible today, I was given instruction last week to follow up on some matters on behalf of a sick staff member....i thought i did well, until i came back to work today and be told it's not what they told me to do/wanted. I'm so stupid, i can't even follow simple instructions.....keep apologising to the person affected...*sigh* It's a wonder that I still have a job.... Must persist.....I will get through this.....be more objective.....tomorrow is another day....I will not let this set me back Aww Zoe, don't be to hard on yourself. Everyone makes mistakes. You weren't' purposely neglecting what was asked of you, its clear you tried to do a good job. I am sure your co-workers know that. I know I've made a few mistakes that should have cost me my job, usually people are just glad it was you making the mistake and not them, and they are more than willing to be understanding because they remember the times they fucked up. So really, don't beat yourself up Zoe. Hugs hugs hugs and more Hugs!! |
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Post by Karen on Jan 23, 2012 9:04:32 GMT -5
Tense.
Note to self: get more sleep, because when you're tired you think everything is so much worse than it is. Get a grip! Get some perspective! Stop being so damn maudlin!
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Post by silence on Jan 27, 2012 14:43:30 GMT -5
have some work for tomorrow so feeling a little bit more productive and worthwhile.
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Post by strawberrysweetie on Jan 30, 2012 22:37:46 GMT -5
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Tired and annoyed. Tired because i have been going to the gym for an hour per day this week and secondly it's getting late in the night over here
I agree, well done Zoe for keeping up with your gym routine.
