I appreciate the effort and all, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.............
I've used cookies/junk to try and fill a void way too much. For way too long.
Unfortunately, it never/doesn't really work.
Cookies are the very last thing I need right now. Believe me.
I believe ya. Sorry I missed the mark with the cookies. I hope you get what you're yearning for, one way or another.
It's okay, and thank you. There's no way you could've known it's a sore spot for me. I generally don't like feeling like people have to walk on eggshells around me, and I don't want that, but there are a couple of issues that just bother me too much to not say anything.
Post by strawberrysweetie on Feb 25, 2012 19:06:07 GMT -5
Started feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness today, for some reason. Though I'm not entirely sure why.
And anxious, in a negative way. Probably shouldn't have drank as much coffee as I did...
I suppose I'm trying to decide on what the outcome of something is going to be, and for some reason am feeling negative again. Maybe because things are feeling a bit too real, and I always anticipate things to turn sour. :S
Also wishing that I wasn't such a social moron. And thinking about something that may have had potential, but maybe ended up as a lost opportunity.
We make decisions and have to live with them. No matter what the result turns out to be.
There's no way to predict the future in a such a way that will protect you from any hurting. I sometimes struggle with this.
Rambling, yet again.
Really don't know what my problem is and how I can so easily go from feeling hopeful one moment to feeling like an emotional wreck the next.