This is going to be my last post for Shy United.
Let me think back about my actions. I can't believe time went by so fast. I quit my job around early 2004 and went back to school to get my qualification. It's about 20 month since I tried to do something about my shyness and lack of friends.
Whatever happened to my past is gone and I can only learn from it. The experience was painful but what doesn't kill you can only make you stronger. We all make mistakes but don't let the mistake become your baggage.
I got too much excuse and sick and tired of the lies I tell myself.
Now I have changed my thinking to more positive. I believe I can get ride of my shyness and become sociable. It's ok to make social mistakes, it's not the end of the world. We got too scared of making mistakes and stopped trying.
Do I want short-term pain or life-long pain ? Of course I will choose short-term pain, humiliation, and rejections to make a GOOD future for myself.
I know it will be the best and most rewarding time of my life in the next 5 month. Why ? Because I have improved myself over the last 2 years, and I am ready for more exciting challenges.